ida by john ciamillo
I’m sorry you feel that way. My ugw is so low because I have a MENTAL ILLNESS. I am sick. I can’t help the way I think. I have had an eating disorder for 10 years, so this is pretty engrained in my brain. As someone who has suffered from an eating disorder, also for an extended period of time, you should understand that.
If people find my blog triggering, then they shouldn’t look at it. I have only been on here for 2 years, and I had an eating disorder for 8 years before I even knew anything about tumblr. I would be willing to be my life that I would still struggle with my ed even if I had never been here. So to say that I’m making anyone with an eating disorder worse is bullshit.
I don’t consider myself “pro-ana”, but I guess that is kind of a subjective term. To me, “pro-ana” is starving yourself for 2 weeks to lose 5 lbs and encouraging others to do it too, or having an “ana buddy” (which I don’t do), or following things like the “thin commandments” (which are pathetic and disgusting), or any of that other bullshit. I have never, ever encouraged anyone to starve themselves. I always give people healthy advice when they ask me how to lose weight because I don’t want anyone going through what I go through. I always encourage people to seek treatment if they have an ed.
By “dealing with my eating disorder” I mean that I express how I’m feeling about it, not that I’m trying to get better. I don’t want to recover, and I have never said that I did, so I don’t know where you’re getting that. Apparently, you have recovered, so that’s good for you.
I don’t know why you think it’s okay to attack people like this. It’s quite rude. If you are trying to be helpful and encourage me to get better, being kind is much more effective. If you are just ranting to be a bitch, then you should really consider finding a hobby or perhaps a few good self-help books to sort out your own personal issues. Either way, If you don’t like my blog, I suggest you don’t look at it.
Have a wonderful day <3
Breakfast: 12 small strawberries (27)
Lunch: salad with cucumber, snap peas, tomatoes, and 1 tbsp of dressing (83)
Dinner: veggies with homemade tomato sauce (100ish)
Snack: apple (72)
Total: 282 cals
Exercise: -391 cals
Net total: -109 cals
Second day of my fruit and veggie fast. I’m going to do it one more day, then I have my weigh-in. I’m already nervous about it :/.